I want attention & rough sex
I miss your arms
wrapped around my body.
I miss your hands
running up and down my spine.Please come over and hold me
so I can forget about the world.
Please suffocate me
and promise you won’t let go.I want you to hug me so tight
that I can’t even breathe right.
I’m ready to die in your arms,
because I’m finally home again.
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Every time I feel like I’ve managed to push you further away,
Something in me breaks and I’m right back to square one - always missing you.
| — | Nicole Torres // excerpt Existing Magic (via ntorres-writtenemotions) |
daily reminder to stay hydrated and not give a fuck about what other people think
18th of March 2018
I’ve never felt this empty before. I really just want this pain to end. This is too much. There are so many things running into my mind. There are so many voices I can’t even put my thoughts together. I’m so fucked up. I tried my best to be strong, to look strong, and stay strong but there are just moments I want to give up. There are just moments I get weak on my knees and want this all done by ending me. I hate my life. I just wanted a normal life. I just wanna die already.
25th of January 2018
I realized that I really do love you
« Another sleepless night awaits me, filled with selfharm and unheard cries for help. »
Is it sick to wish for an accident that you won’t survive
i just wanna die already
We see a new song in your short future. The Last of the Real Ones coming soon
MANIA update from Patrick
Every time I feel like I’ve managed to push you further away,
Something in me breaks and I’m right back to square one - always missing you.
| — | Nicole Torres // excerpt Existing Magic (via ntorres-writtenemotions) |